youverythecuted

2008-11-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

For Pete's sake.
Click the Firefox Download over there
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2007-12-22T03:49:00.000+08:00

...
hello hacker
i know you are reading this.
i don't know who are you.
but i took my hat off for you.
you got access to all my passwords.
even after i reformatted my comp.

._.
i am really tired of resetting my passwords whenever you changed them.
i know your goal.

you got my older posts.
posted them before earlier.
and you just posted
'i need my them bak i love my friends' ?

on 6:06pm.

i deleted that post.

give me a break.
even without those friends.
they are not my only friends.

and i can't get any better.

i am still very much alive.
i have other purposes of living.

i know what you need for christmas.
you need a life,

you don't have to hack other people's computers
steal their accounts
to live.
so, may god bless you.

alleluia!
amen..

btw, good job on getting my passwords ~_~

2007-12-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

psychology.

i am interested in taking this course for poly!!

then, i read it up
waliew

why its like , about interacting with disabled people, etc.

not cool leh.
lols

Np offers Psychology & Community Services
Sp offers drama and psychology
Human Resource Management with Psychology

i wanna go NP leh.
but i wanna take drama and psychology/Human Resource Management with Psychology
.__.

i) English Language	1 - 4
ii) Pure / Combined Humanities	1 - 6
iii) Elementary / Additional Mathematics	1 - 6
iv) Any two other subjects	1 - 6

Maths. need 1-6

damn worried about my maths.

sian. regretted for not studying early.
studied 1 day before exam.
now.....

arrgh.

whether i will retain or go poly,
will now depend on my maths.

cross fingers ~_~

all the best to me!
fighting!!

2007-12-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

I feel something strange.
i don't know what is it,
where does it come from.

its bothering me
because i feel that
its not mingling on my mind
but in my heart.

anyway,
i watched Snow Queen!!

i always thought its filmed in north pole
lolol.

when i first heard of it
from Siya ?
umm. helped her downloaded the ost.

is it this year or last year.. ?

haiyah. nvm
the plot is really nice!!
well-arranged.
unlike witch yoo hee
>_>

anyway,
korea fever
fighting!!

2007-12-16T22:38:00.001+08:00

Recently, i read a famous book.
entitled : what men know about women

here's a brief summary of it.

"

."

lol. a blank book.

speaking of this,
lets just talk about my ideal girl!

min height 160cm
max weight 55kg
long hair!
knows how to play piano
knows how to ice skate!
talented in her own field.

hahahaha.
simple right.
song hye kyo!
^__^"

Fighting!

Witch Yoo Hee

2007-12-16T11:23:00.000+08:00

Very bad plot,
messy storyline

i don't know what the editor is trying to convey
the team doesn't know what the audience wants
simply chunk everything together
and finish off with a predictable lousy ending.

Ratings?
2/5 stars

The casts

Somewhat average acting skills
some really funny cast/scenes
however, there were boring scenes as well

Ratings
3/5 stars

Original Soundtrack

Good Choice of songs
this drama has a really good OST.

Ratings
4/5 stars

My personal opinion:

When i finish the last episode on crunchyroll,
i was like..
hheurh? gosh, what a waste.
the ending is worse than peanut butter with wine.
seriously! the scriptwriters got to do some soul searching.

You got to give what the audience want to see man.
for example,
when those hooligans came to thrash the shop up,
i know us, the audience, are expecting Chae Song Hwa ( Wulong's bro) flare up and beat those guys up
when his fiancee got pushed away( got hit on her stomach against the table, "pregnant" )

but what was on the scene is
they just send her to hospital only to realize that her pregnancy was a fake. -.-

do seung mi ( shengmei ) deserve to be heartbroken, with her boyfriend falling in love with yoo hee ( youxi ) ?
she make a better spouse than yoo hee!!
but what was on the scene is that
seung mi was just left alone crying, and vanish; with more scenes on Moo Ryong ( Wu Long ) and you hee.

however, the bad guys like Yoo Hee's father and her First Love
are commendable.

its remarkable to make people hate you; as the bad guys.
this shows that they acted really well.

Average Ratings
★★★✰✰

just my 2 cents worth (:

2007-12-11T04:18:00.000+08:00

yeah.
my comp is up and running!

i think i am blessed with a caring angel!
hahaha
always seems to help me with things beyond my control.

last sat and sunday,
i worked at alexandra car warehouse
with 2nd bro and his gf.

the 1st day..
i wore jeans + shoes
and this add to the feeling of the old NCOcourse times.
the tired feeling,
wanting to go home.
and an indescribable feeling.

$53 per day doesn't seems to worth.

2nd day..
woot. nice
cause i wore shorts + slippers
and it was so slack,
as we did everything we were required to do yesterday.
so..
we just recheck stocks from 8:40- 12:00.
and went for lunch!
after that..
its just slacking, waiting for more work
but none came!
i went to my bro's car and took my psp
played for 3hours +
and its pay ~~day~~ time!
$106

With the pay,
i ended up giving $100 to mum and $50 to dad
.__.
*trying to be filial okay!*

yeah. and so, I'll visit my grandma house every sat.
;meet up with little cousins.

because, to me, nothing is more important than family (:

however,
i want to emigrate to.. Korea?
when i grow up
hahaa!
i dislike Singapore.
despite all the national education I'd received for the past decade.
even though Singapore is a great country, with good governance, cream of the crop security,
transparency, fairness. LOL , everything in sec4 social studies textbook k lah.

yeah, despite everything.
i still want to emigrate.
because,
Singapore is too superficial.
etc etc.

So i'll start learning Korean language now!!
and hopefully
to meet my Song Hye Kyo ^___^ *

maybe my opinion will change in times to come.
but everything will remain this way, with my heart confronted.

Fighting!

2007-12-10T07:38:00.000+08:00

omg!!
some hacker messed with my emails and ruined my blog template!!
gosh lah!!
i reformatted my comp and i don't have a back up copy of my template.
and to find that my comp's graphic hardware sot dao liao.
i can't even use my comp now.

Hardware acceleration
it all started to capture an image during a video.
to send as a screenshot for my cousin.
due to hardware acceleration;
i cannot get a fixed image,
umm, kinda hard to explain
if you don't get it. its okay
my cousin told me to change my hardware acceleration to 'none'.
yeah, and it works.
i got a fixed image for him.

THEN,
to find that, when i click on 'File' of my media player
i saw something..
'Capture Image'
what the heck!!
it doesn't matter much to me.
but, because i set the hardware acceleration to 'none'
and didn't change to back..
my comp got screwed.
i am dumb right.
sigh, so dumb!

now..

if i put it to 'FUll'
it will have some redraw problems ._.
if i put it to 'None'
my comp just practically hang!

need to wait for my O levels result and get a laptop hopefully ?
its seems so impossible because i messed up with it; by studying a day before the exam accordingly.

my 'online' life is such a mess now
with my comp spoilt
emails messed with
and blog became a guinea pig for some hacker.

maybe all these are hints for me to quit online-ing... ?

luckily, i still have my psp and home wlan.
and of course
SONG HYE KYO!

This is an edit,
just found out that the hacker didn't play with my template.
he or she just add posts of my blog
those posts which i deleted long ago [during sept-oct].
how come he or she has them ?

whats his/her message to me?
umm..
i deleted that post
because
everything will be stored in my mind,
not a lifeless blog..

2007-12-06T06:54:00.001+08:00

YEAH!
korean shows :D

just watched 'Full House' today
because Song Hye Kyo starred in it!
haha. she's my type!

actually i didn't really finish it.heh
i only watched episode 1-8 and 16.
some part really piss me off
so i just read up its plot on wikipedia
and watch the last episode(16) :p nice!

and i re-watched 'My Girl And I'
okay..
this time
i really had waters in my eyes,
and they flowed down.

watch this preview.
pardon the watermark and poor cropping ~_~

beautiful, yet sorrowful?
i felt this way.

i don't mind watching it everyday T_T
don't mind crying every time i watch this movie.

this is the first movie/show i cried for,
i guess..i really like it very much.

so..! you should watch!!
on..
http://crunchyroll.com

and
Full House can be found in http://mysoju.com

:)

reality check

2007-12-05T03:12:00.000+08:00

I'd just seen 'My Girl And I'; a Korean movie.
like many other viewers,
i had water in my eyes.
hahaha.
i don't know if it was because i yawned or i really cried.
however i did feel sad..
even though it was a simple plot,
the sound effects and the acting skills conquered my feelings.

i was drifting away along with the movie
until i 'alt + tab' ( to Windows Live Messenger )
saw those contacts name.
i was dragged back into the harsh reality >_>
its seem like something so beautiful is near impossible in our reality
sigh.

spoilt my mood!

Going with the flow

2007-12-04T06:29:00.000+08:00

If there is some-thing on earth, that would remain unchanged.

it would be no-thing.

umm!
well, on second thought
not really.
the past don't change.
what had happened, won't change anymore!
right? yeah

unless, we develop a time traveling machine,
whereby we people travel to the past
and change it :)

o.o speaking of this.
a sudden ideology occurred to me.
Maybe..

Just before the end of the world
we really did develop a time traveling machine :)
and, we used this machine to travel back in time
so that we wont die.
by living AGAIN, back into the past.

and u know those UFOs we apparently saw.
are our 'future time traveling machine' :D
which anonymously appear and disappear.

it all make sense, RIGHT?
Agree or DIE!!

so.. some of us here, are people of the future o.o
and they are living within us.

ok, back to the initial topic.

its scary that..

people change very fast.
what are the reasons that make people change?
this revolutionary earth?
the course of nature?
'by going with the flow'?

haiyah.
lets just end it here.

// must go swimming today!!
missed the chance to go,
since last monday -.-
due to my up side down life .__.
umm. maybe gonna play psp to keep me awakeee!

BA-27

colours

2007-12-02T04:30:00.000+08:00

Red
Yellow
Blue

3 Simple colors

can make a lot of differences.

Red + blue gives you Purple
Red + Yellow gives you Orange
Yellow + blue gives you Green
Green + Red gives you Brown
Mix everything together, you get black
and the list goes on..

Likewise, Life is the same.
Hang on a minute!!
Life is even more complicated than Colours.

But if you spend time doing reflections
you would have probably realized this.
Life can be simple

There's no need for a fast paced society
You decide what you want.

Whats the point of having a fast paced society?
like in Singapore,
Students, after their major examinations
get their holidays.
95% of them spend their holiday working.

as a result, students just study, work study work.
and the cycle goes on.

Where are the breathers?
ummm, on second thoughts, maybe there are.
but one thing for sure,
Its not enough.

Don't be selfish towards your body.
Spend time with your family
Break free from this 'fast paced prison'
There's no need to be in one.

Speaking of this,
i'll move to another topic,

Chances.

do you know what are chances?
they are fate,
with time limit.

Miss your chance, that's it.
Consider hard, before doing anything.
Think not twice, but thrice.

Good luck.
You are one hypocritical lying chameleon,
dangerous indeed.

speakers bloom

2007-11-28T04:40:00.000+08:00

you are facing a screen.

what's really behind this internet ?

a virtual reality which is physically impossible?

imagine
you look into your screen
and see the world of internet
like a large field of rich green crops
with many other users just like you.

share informations
play games
watch videos
do instant messengering.

if you say we only got 1 world.

you are utterly wrong
there's the internet world,
reality world
even sports world
showbiz world
etc.

for example, if i don't like showbiz,
it doesn't means it sucks.

overall, its just one opinion out of billions in this world.

on the other hand,
even if there's a lot of people on my side,
it still doesn't mean we are right.

quantity don't count in right or wrong.

to be frank,
i am very tired of life

but i am not done with it,

thats why

i
am
still
here.

The End marks a new Beginning

2007-11-25T16:42:00.000+08:00

What would you do
if you have less than 4years to live?

How would your life change
if you would live in fear?

From various sources,
its concluded that on 21st december 2012.

The world is going to end.

The Mayas.

way back into the ancient history, they got a calendar,
which predict 100% accurately on events.

Mysteriously, the calendar ends on 21st december 2012.
Does this means, the end is near?

The Chinese

we had the 'i ching'
which consist of 64 different possible algorithm
by tossing 3 coins,
if its head, draw a line
if its tail, draw a broken line.

after 6 rounds,
there's a book to follow the lines incurred.

it can predict
love
career
life
marriage
etcetc

including

end of the world.

Coincidently or not,
'the world ends on 21st december 2012'

The English

Different characters of the english history,
predict events accurately.

they had also predict the end of the world.
which is also in 2012.

The Niburu

Sons of god, came to earth
found women of men
attractive.
they bare children.
these children,
were giants.
remember Hercules?

However, it was also them
who destroy the nephilim.
however, in 2012.
the return of nephilim
will be back to take revenge.

The above sources are almost accurate,
as they had predicted alot of events,
which eventually did happened.

In case you do not believe myths, and want more scientific sources.

On 21st december 2012
the Sun, Earth and the Milky Way
will be in line.

Every year, the earth and sun would be in line for 2 times.
but, whats so different in 2012, is that
the milky way is involved as well.

We all know that the earth is a gigantic magnet.

the alinement will cause an anonymous magnetic field
which will then, rotate and
change the location of north pole and south pole.

Imagine, the north pole to be 'north-east' and south to be 'south-west'
and more natural disasters would happen,
and ultimately, wipe out all beings on earth.

this had happened 3times before.

which means, we are the 4th batch of the earth.
in 2012,
we have to make way for the 5th batch.

However, we cannot predict
we can only live in hope

just hope that
all the sources prediction
are dead wrong!

and nothing will happen when
the alinement of sun, earth and the milky way
will not produce anything deadly.

Sources: do a google search on '2012',
or youtube for videos.

The reason

2007-11-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

The People who once,

is the past.

The People of now,

own the monopoly,
like a moon in a river.

Communications

Remember the stone age time?

when communication had their first air.

People got their way to get to each other.
Time went by, communication got so advanced
that we yearn for perfection.

but, whats so irony is that
people still don't get what others truly meant.

So, whats the purpose of communicating ?

or rather, we keep quiet just do facial expressions.
maybe its more effective, right.. no ?

you see, the society is make up of so many different type of people.
A challenge, we all have to face, is to meet all these people
and get along with them
of course, its still near impossible that you can get along with Everyone.
so.. what's your purpose of living ?

Speaking of shows, be it anime or real cast actings.
there's always something to learn from it.

unless you are watching one of those meaningless taiwan dramas
which plot is so ridiculous.

"Naruto" teaches alot, if you know how to watch it the right way

some shows like Prison Break, Lost [strategy , mind game etc]
are worth watching too.

so.. tomorrow's the prom night.
i made the choice not to go,
gave up my slot to mohsin for $50.
yeah, i 'sponsored' him the oustanding $40.

its just meaningless for me to turn up.
so, very sorry to some.

TATA.

2007-11-18T16:03:00.001+08:00

Dwell yourself in the past
you will never face the future

the serenity
the courage
the wisdom

bairns

A decision made
A lifetime worth

2086/0122

Last Battery

2007-11-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

I dare not claim this superficial space as my own
its more like an biased area of expression for others

i want a space of my personal thoughts
a space where my life can be recorded
in peace.
a space, i can be proud to claim it as rightfully mine

This is what i needed, long ago..

A new blogsite.

should you ever come about that blog
it will be fate.

a pointed circle

2007-11-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

1.Do people really change..
or did we not fully understand them ?

2.friends, not playmates
soulmate, not girlfriends/boyfriends.

3. Xiaxue is going down

4. typical hypocrites

5. losers who never give up

6. which country do not need foreign talents?

7. what's faster than the traditional media? internet?

8. mind games

9. Society

10. There are more than 1 world on earth.

Choose a topic, explain your say. & tell me about it.

Jutsu

2007-11-13T02:20:00.000+08:00

[very summarized.]

De la salle school.
Boon Lay Secondary school.

i too, had my precious friends during my primary school life.
who ah?
i still remember their names.

Primary 1:
my partner, tay si song

Primary 2:
still the same, tss

Primary 3:
new partner, michelle tey ru shuang
chio bu ? 哈哈哈

Primary 4:
a bright boy who went for lasik before.

Primary 5:
Koh Chan wen
low ming qian
( our form teacher call us 'e 3 musketeers' )

Primary 6:
Thung young
Goh Wei Li
William Sim Wei yang
Wei guang
Kelvin Joseph

i moved house, to jurong
didn't had a chance to bid farewell
but still, i left.

Blss.

from choa chu kang to jurong
in blss, not a single soul i met before T_T
except for,
dephanie neo hui wen( also an ex-dlss ) 1/2 [ Classmate from pri 1-3]
Dennis *correct spelling anot?* 1/8 [ Classmate for pri4 ]
i got into 1/7

first person i made friends with.

Lian yi qiang

then?
Edwin wu
sam yik hong
tan zhi fu.

Secondary 1

Ro all the way
with zhifu?
he introduce ro to me de.
then, habbo hotel ( aiyah, sec 1 mah. 哈哈哈 )
and oh
december : made friends with celestine.

Secondary 2
the break through

Maplestory arc.

know them better,

Lim sim ping
Tan zi kun
Fang Jian lin
Lee jun ming
hon lun
Jinhe

who did i miss out?

and oh,

zhifu's dad passed away during june.
hai..

it was also in 2005
my cousin came into blss.

like me, he entered 1/7

through him,
i met
..
jing long
lishi
silin
hong an
xuan you
siya?
jiaquan

Secondary 3

got closer with..

alvin tham
minghui
william chan
hongxiang
shangjie
yilong
yutai
etc. etc.

Secondary 3 1st quarter
to
Secondary 4 1st quarter

is my deleted period of time.

Exactly a year,
wasted

Secondary 4,
Exams Exams Exams
Bang Bang Bang
Diplomacy and deterrance imbalance©
Conflicts among nations™
countries divided™

i was concentrating on games
till now,

hahaha. Blackout Ro.
join me. 哈哈哈

having my last paper tomorrow.
1hour of mcq

Grad night,

Goodnight.

-memories of nobody. bleach;

Zai Jian Fate.

N[ever]²

2007-11-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

There are many parts of life,
don't you agree ?

if so, you have just agreed that nothing is infinite.
Life just don't consist of 1 part,
its that many parts, that make up your life.

you should know that the world is revolving every moment
every minute every second,
nothing will remain the same.

when its time to move on,
everything you experienced..
will be reduced to memories.

i will never forget,
these 4years.
as memories
..
soon.

should i summarize my life in secondary too ?
i don't know,
give me your opinions
in my tagboard.

the next post, would most probably
be the last 'Wordy' post,
ever.

蜡笔小新

2007-11-08T15:47:00.000+08:00

PAULL

2007-11-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

O_O everyone clapped.
i didn't
did you ?
lols, probably not

but,
i'd goose pimples. haha

i am sure you got them too!

paul is wonderful.
he came as a humble and shy man
everyone was dubious about him,
thinking that he might be a pauper who got no real talent
yet wanna get rich with this competition.
i think they might had felt this way,

because of so many other contestants,
its inevitable for them to think this way, really!

however, he stunned everyone with his superb voice!
*clap clap clap*
look at the judges' facial expression.

you might also want to see his other performances videos.

i like musics, not celebrities who use them as one of their marketing techniques to sell themselves. booo

metals that make our body grows

2007-11-06T10:54:00.000+08:00

You said 'hi to life' a decade and half ago
maybe 2 or 3 for some.

did you enjoy life ?
probably.. or not ?

as soon as we are born into this world,
our body starts to decay.

this poisonous world
which we call ours.

will corrupt and kill us.

Nobody knows

2007-11-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

i just woke up
i thought it was already 'tomorrow 6am+'
and i haven do my revision
omg!
but
luckily
its only 'today 7pm+'
._.

O levels.
aiyah, just a game of predicting questions
and do them?

FUN!!

just study past year questions
if u think they go according to pattern...
.........
......
...
.
then you're wrong!
hahah.
but
hey! i wont reveal my secret of predicting questions okay! ;p

Lastly, but most importantly!!
http://blackout-gaming.net <----- Play with me
its a ragnarok server.
play with me!!
thanks.

O levels

2007-11-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

your sorrow is my joy.

Study Smart

instead of
studying ~~hard~~.

mr little lee

2007-10-24T16:24:00.001+08:00

Happy 11th birthday Sean
omg. why this few weeks got so many birthday derh.

anyway, he is my cute 'little' cousin
his actions and response very ke ai one. haha

umm..
not long ago,
i was having my combined humanities lesson.
and he actually msged me
“喂，起来了没有?”
then he intro himself in case i don't have his number.

just because his primary school is having holiday,
he thought i am having holiday too.
..!!! guo fen, l0ls.

all the best for your up coming examinations.
;D

what an experience

2007-10-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

oh yea.
i was trying out some msn skins,
and stupidly downloaded a trojan horse
which came with spyware/keylogger.

it screwed my messenger,
and i sign in with that screwed messenger.
this hacker logged my password and changed it, sign in my msn with his comp
and i was forcefully signed out.

i tried signing in again.
and to my surprise
i can't
the password had been changed.

worried that this spyware might screw my other accounts.
i signed in my gmail account.
IN A MOMENT OF FOLLY
i got screwed again.

within minutes.
this hacker tracked me, and changed my gmail password.
god, this email is my blog's.

freaked out.
i went and download some spyware remover programs.
and my computer is getting rid of that trojan horse now.

if you are wondering how could i still blog with both my emails password changed.

nope, it isn't because i saved my password in the comp.

in fact, i am using my bro's comp now.

firstly, i must admit that the hacker is smart into creating trojan horses and had put in lots of effort into leading people to download his trojan horses.

but, he is stupid to not disable my secret question and password!
isnt that the BASIC?

okay.
i retrieved my passwords now.
changed them.
cleaning my other comp.

it can only be possible that a professional hacker did this to me.
because my password is 'strong' okies. LOLSs
it is alphanumeric with a range small and BIG letters.
:)

tee tee~ amen. tee tee~

and ignore those cbox messages i tag , IF you'd seen them

Happy 16th birthday to simping;

2007-10-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

haiyer. still can't find the Armageddon movie online =/
actually i found 1.
on http://movieforumz.com
but it was hosted on some on china website
and it can't buffer or something.

for your information;
movieforumz.com is a GREAT FORUM FOR FREE MOVIES~
it gather movies all over the world, hosted in any server
and provide relevant links for us
so that we do not need to go about searching for the movies we want.
just search the forum! [ mainly western movies ]

and i think, umm. the show Armageddon was shown in Channel 5 a few days back?
i think so.
i didn't watch it!!
when my dad turn on the tv.
i only heard its theme song, when the credits were shown =/ ending part.
which i featured it in my previous post; titled 'i don't wanna miss a thing'.
hahaha.
it was the lyrics of that song which led me into searching for the song itself
and ultimately, the movie.

sigh.
i think if i really want to watch it, i would need to rent it or buy the dvd.

wait. i can borrow from others o_o!
okay. please lend to me if you have the disc!
thanks thanks=D

anyway,
i got ideas on buying the NEW IN SINGAPORE
Pilot Erasable Pen [ by friction ]

i read it up on the internet.
basically it uses a new thermal-sensitive technology ink
which will disappear with the heat of friction!
and if you put it into the freezer.
the ink will come back?
hahaha. great for secret letters =X

its better for O levels essays
imagine, you need to do a lot of drafts before you can get a masterpiece.
and those time required for editings!
you wouldn't have the time for these right.

then, imagine..

you got this wonderful pen.
you can do your essay with a ease of mind!
edit whenever you want without the need to rewrite a new essay.
[correction fluids aren't allowed]

Cool right.
but,
on second thought.
since these inks work on thermal sensitivity.
what if, when my scripts are being aired into Cambridge.
and those unpredicted temperatures did something to my script?!?

like, if there's friction against my scripts.
will all my writing disappears?!?
then..
the examiner will face my empty script
and say, " woah! this fellow handed in an empty script for us to mark. please take down his name"

or..
its the temperature were to go cold.
will my 'erased writings' reappear again?!?
then..
the examiner will face an messed up script
and say, "woah woah! this fellow handed in a messy script with writings overlapping each other,
please take down his name"

i wouldn't want thattttttttt to happen, would i ?
:(
hahahas. maybe i should buy one of those pens and test them.

anyway, rewatched alien vs predator today
AVP 2 coming soon ?
:D i would be looking forward to that!

Goodnight(:

please don't go anymore.

thank you!!

2007-10-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

Ugh.
I thought i ordered a large Formal photo.
why did it became 1 small Formal and 1 small informal
=/ nvm~.

For today's O level practical
OMGG lah!
i thought i was in shift 2.
luckily i came to school at 7am +
if not ..
i wouldn't make it for my SHIFT 1 luh.
~_~
i think my score would be.
Physics : 11-13 / 15
Chemistry : 6-7 / 15
._.

after that, quarantined for a few hours till 1:30pm!!
kinda fun though.

hais. i don't know why am i so tired these few days.
reached home and already feel like sleeping.

so like yesterday, i slept from late afternoon till night.
had been having multiple dreams each time i sleep.
walao uh. why just can't let me sleep in peace!!
so tiring can. :(

by the way.
the MINI POPPERS ARE REAL NICE.
chocolate ones.
hahaha. on ice cream streak nowadays.

umm, i still miss my sec 2 life =/

Classic <3

Ayuready

2007-10-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th birthday Hong an.
hahaha. pink . how GAY.
jkjk. its nice ,kies.

& its time to take some time off to lavender to make your NRIC liaos ^^.
by the way, he got top for 3E computer studies.
hahaha. of course. i gave him my prelim papers leh. CHAY l0ls

i think his birthday wish was to win terence? and he got it >_>

P.S; i gave up 5 minutes of my sleeping time to post this entry for you.

._.

2007-10-15T21:11:00.001+08:00

huh.. advertisers also check our blogs de ah.
and yeah, i am still wondering how the 'United Kingdom' visitor came from.

haven't been in school for a week now.
i think i will go to school tomorrow for Mr yip's physics class.
moreover, mr tay just sms-ed me and remind me to go to school.

I think i got nothing to blog today,
just stay home all day long
after the rain ruined my plan of going swimming today ._.

i think i will just share some videos which my bro shared with me this afternoon.

this guy uses a lot of vulgarities and i hope you don't mind
so..if you don't mind, please watch these!
his reactions are funny.

btw, he is commenting on some old games
which are much older than most of us are!
these games exists during 1980s - 1990s. hahaha
and the ' Power Glove ' was advertised by TOM CRUISE back then
well, my bro said so. hahaha

hahaha. if you have watched the videos, you would have probably notice that
when he use the controllers, he cannot pass the 'land on aircraft carrier' stage.
but when he use the 'power glove', he passed in a single try.
and his face was like... " wt____ "

no matter what, i love my family!

2007-10-15T06:06:00.000+08:00

when life give me a hundred reasons to frown,
i will give life a thousand reasons to smile.

Self controL

2007-10-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

dang. when Matthew changed his blog url to http://iverytheconfused.blogspot.com..
yeah, he copied my 'pattern'.
oh well....
at the beginning, i was quite alright with it.
but each time when i see that frigging url,
it trigger my mind and i will go like this
*grrrrrrrrr*

i know this may seems nothing,
but now i know how producers feel when people copy their
work and treat it as one of their own.

hahahaha, i may have 'spoke' so much.
but doesn't matter lahs.
its just an url for his case.

as far as i know,
if i am not wrong ah.
there's only 1 person who I've told how my 'youverythecuted' came about.
now i gonna share this with all my blog readers, kies (:

it was like this..
i wanted to create a blog last year.
i was still a green horn in html and blog stuff
so i seek for my sister's help
then, i came to the stage that i need a blog url..
and i started typing lame names into it.
den my sis mimic my bro and said
' =.= you very the cute[d] uh. "
so, i just type this quote and oh boy,
doesn't it sound and look nice!?! LOLSs

yeah, thats about it, and so i continue using that till this very day.

anyway,
i just watched saw 3 (online buffering "LEGAL" hor LOLSs),
i think its either rated M18 or R21.
of course, not for those explicit scenes..
[although there is a nude test object]

but R21 for TOTAL GRUESOME.

there's a scene when Jigsaw need an operation to open his skull while he is still..
CONSCIOUS!
omg.
it was that particular blood-filled scene made me stand up and cover my eyes and mouth like a little girl!! the rest.. i find it okay . haha

EVEN me.
the one who won't scream while riding an roller coaster
or any other theme park's goofy machines.

the one who won't move even a itsy-bitsy bit even when watching blockbusters horror movies..
any you can think of, yeah.

i actually behaved like that for that particular scene!

oh ya. if you haven't watch it
and STILL wanna watch despite how i had described it..
here's the link.

[SAW 3]

ummm. the total duration is 1hour and 53mins.

and.. maybe you need to watch saw 1 and 2 before you would get kicked off with saw 3.

YEAH. my mum just came home from work [ and groceries shopping ]
she restock the ICE CREAMS again.

you know, ice creams are good source of CALCIUM other than milk.
so if you don't like to drink milk, but want to grow tall.
EAT MORE ICE CREAMs~
:DD

haha. by the way..
to prove that America's education is lousy

here's a youtube video
http://youtube.com/watch?v=WALIARHHLII

umm.. i believe that i still need more evidence and do cross reference to really prove that America's education is lousy.
hahah, just wait and see!

i am self-controlling..

END

censorships are popular

2007-10-12T20:18:00.001+08:00

what are these ?

umm..
i heard ' Tornado'
'twister' ?

both are wrong. these are waterspouts.
and yes, they do occur in singapore.
IF you live in the East,
you will tend to see them quite often this few days.

Sadly =/
most of us live in the West.
oh well, i hope i see 1 in real life myself too.

okay. lets move on to the MAIN topic of this post.
._.
[quite a long post.. even if i said that i am not going to post Longgggggggg posts in my previous posts]

don't mind lah. :D
i will try and make it short!

Education System in Singapore..

I wont deny that Singapore has one of the best education system in the world.
but..
its like comparing an average apple among all the almost- rotten ones.

Even America has one of the 'lousiest' education system.
yes, they are much worst than ours.

If you'd read today's The New Paper.
the headline is about singapore education system too.

For non-newspaper readers,

Just a short summary about the article.

A popular school 'helping tactic' for an important exam

and this tactic 'helped' 18 out of 20 pupils to fail their paper.
cool, ain't it?

Now, parents want a say in how lessons are taught.

Probably the school will allow such policy will be carried out,

for the sake of showing that they are willing to improve

or maybe they do want to improve,
after all they are quite a popular school, if they dun.
they will lose trust and support
and ultimately lose their pupils.

and
i skipped school for 4days already
because i felt that i am revise much better in following my school system.
i know what am i doing, so i won't regret my actions.

but it takes 2 hands to clap,
if the 'superiors' are gonna be so outdated,
and dun support my actions.

i have nothing much to say..

after all,
our main common goal is to let us Ace our O levels.
be it , through proper channel
or my 'own channel'

its just a matter of "HOW" and your thinking.

i am pretty sure that if i am to follow the school system daily,
i am BOUND to fail my O lvl.

to the very min,
this is it for my case.

Lastly,

NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED :)

>>>>>>> snake baby <<<<<<<

all e best,
with much regards.
very very very sincere
*signed*
EDMUND

wait!!!
most important thing for today..

Happy birthday to
..... YILONG!!
16 years old luh ^^.

numbers

2007-10-12T06:33:00.000+08:00

weee. thanks e 'fairy' for fixing mie comp.
actually, they are VERY efficient :D

they actually 'fix' it within hours :x
but i didn't get online because
yesterday i spent my whole day in e library.

ok. i dun wanna blog for the time being.
if i do blog, it gonna be a short one

2007-10-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

:( comp spoilt

hopefully the fairies will fix it with their magical dust tonight

if not i have to use my bro's comp to get online

What do you expect? death? yes,

2007-10-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

This is confirmed, the sudden rise in temperature is weird.
Normally, during these period of time, the weather will be very cooling and pleasant.
Now take a good look out of your windows...

I am going you tell you an information.
This information is taken from Yahoo© Life And confirmed by CNN.
Global warming had caused earth's core to expand, causing regional templates to be unstable
and it is reported that Earth is expanding and its area increase 1km every hour.

This will continue for about another 44days and
due to the increase in Earth's Area, the momentum changes
and 1/8 of Earth will crash into Moon.

When that happen, the Earth will suffer an gigantic tremor which will cause the Sea to 'overturn'
and our Atmosphere will be destroyed.

Without our Atmosphere, our gravitational pull will not be any better than Moon's
Protection against Sun's Harmful UV light ray will demolished.

In other words, Earth will come to an end in months time.

In weeks to come,
Even Tropical Region like Malaysia, Singapore, Indonesia, Thailand will enjoy a cooling moment of
Winter Season.

This is due to Earth's innate solution to the rise of temperature.
Hopefully, this can stop the increase of size of Earth, and prevent earth from hitting the Moon
"Hooray to Mother nature."
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If you are going to do Cross Referencing and Check on Yahoo.

There's no need to,

because i made this up.
But this doesn't mean i am lying.
i am only 'predicting' ._.

Are you going to wait till the very last minute before putting our hands together to solve this?
nvm.

since you started reading this post with a dropping jaw.
lets end this post with a dropping jaw on everyone's face too!

the history repeated itself x a

2007-10-08T14:17:00.000+08:00

I am so relievedddddddddddd.
that i am still ALIVE!
cause today my maid drove me to school...
...
okok. not a terrible experience though.
coz my dad 'orientate' her the route liao

....
During Cs, we played with wenzong's tagboard LOLSs.
alot of ahem tags.
i like my last tag best ^^
" Ulquirria: i dunno how to spell my own name "
but actually, i spelled it correctly ._. (just found out)
...

a few hours passed,

reached home.
omg!
gate locked again
i nv bring keys..
..
called my house
no ppl answer !!
#$%#$%@#$
learnt my lesson
i called my bro,
thank god he's at home.
......
..
lazy to blog.
bb

look!

2007-10-07T09:18:00.000+08:00

You've seen them, talked about, and heard of them before.

The homosexual community.

What makes you so sure about your gender?
your physical attributes?

probably not, because everyone is born with a physical status AND
a mental status.

you know you are of a gender, because you feels like one.

but, the problem is..
what if,
you are born with a male physical attributes and
a female mental status.. ?
and vice versa.

We can say that, they are women trapped in man's body and man trapped in woman's body.

They didn't choose for this to happen, nor did they want this too.
After all, they are still human beings,
on par of level with any one of us.

Spare them a thought, even though their actions may disgust you.
Look at them with an unbiased pair of eyes,
live with them with an open heart.

Hate them not,
because your hatred will only circulate in your body.

Instead, pity them like you pity the less-fortunates.
Because, being homosexual is also a form of mental illness too.
an mental illness, they are born with.

omg, i think i sounded as if i am one,
i am straight k. (:

A random short article about ..

This incident happened 10years ago
many presumed that it was just an accident which
took the life of Princess Diana.
The truth was revealed today,
she was carefully planned and murdered.
why?
Despite her marriage with Prince Charles,
she was having an affair with a guy who goes by with the name
Al-Fayed.
After all, the British Empire is the most respected and oldest 'monarchy'.
How could they tolerate that a princess of wales doing such adultery acts!?
That's why, they eliminated her.

Read The Sunday Times October 7 2007, Lifestyle for more informations.

To forgive is to set the prisoner free, and realize that the prisoner is you.

right

2007-10-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

i saw this weeks ago, decided to post it now!
LOLs. i like the indian guy parts :X

1 litre of sweat

2007-10-06T08:23:00.000+08:00

this gonna be a rojak philosophy..

To err is to be human.
To be human is to be curious.
To be curious is to search.
To search is to discover.
To discover is to learn.
To learn is to enjoy.
To enjoy is to err, then look back and laugh.

yeah, its a never ending cycle.
and life's a never ending cycle too?

This human life is very precious. It’s not like animal life. Animal activities are completely controlled by nature. They cannot do anything. In the animal kingdom, nothing is by choice. But as a human being, you can do tremendous things, you can perform wonders. You have choice and the power to change.

As easily as you can turn your face from this side to that side, you can change yourself. You can transform your personality completely. It’s a very simple thing, provided you are practical and you are truthful to yourself. We human beings live our lives based on how the world judges us.

Take the case of a wife at home who looks toward her husband all the time, like a German shepherd, wanting to know what he thinks of her. And if he says, “Honey, you look very beautiful, you are wonderful.” She may feel, “He has made my day.” She leans on him all the time seeking approval.

This great force on earth, called womankind, has never been utilized properly. It is only being exploited. And that is one of the causes of our suffering. Please, please, try to understand what I am saying.

I want to give you a glimpse of your individual self, because there are many false notions. When a human being suffers, the suffering is not because of external forces, not because of others.

The suffering is because of his or her own thinking and understanding. So we will discuss that. We have many such fears in our life. We talk of God so much, we sing kirtans, we study the scriptures like the Ramayana, the Gita and Bible, we go to temples or churches. Yet our ignorance remains. There is no change in our daily life, in our behavior.

What is the reason? The reason is that right from our childhood, we are trained to see and examine things in the external world. Nobody teaches us how to look within, find within, and see within. So we remain a stranger to ourselves, yet we want to know others; isn’t this strange?

Your character solely depends on your family background, how you live your childhood through,
how much and what type of difficulty did you overcome. This made everyone an individual with thoughts of their own.

with all the things you need to do and lots of troubles for you to handle. Life seems to be like a hassle, no ?

but luckily, something just make life enjoyable and that is why we could last till this very moment.

what is it?
yes, its love

What is your destiny? Why do you exist? Is there a reason, a purpose, for human life?

These questions have baffled the greatest thinkers and philosophers down through the ages.
We ponder the meaning of life. A child naturally wonders, "Where did I come from?" As adults we ask, especially in our twilight years: "Is this physical life all there is? Does my life have a purpose?"
Think about your own existence. Can you see a purpose for your own life with its ups and downs, its mixture of joys and sorrows? Do you perceive lasting value in its toil, challenges and uncertainties?

growing up is never an easy thing to do, but you will truly know that you've grown when you recall your past with a smile/faint laugh.

by the way.......
is techno and heavy metal really MUSICS?
=/ really..i think they are just products of, us being corrupted.

you can't deny the fact that we are corrupted, right...

maybe i am wrong.

but this won't change the fact that we are a bunch of corrupted, power-hungry, greedy parasites who don't deserve any better than animals.

i am different, so are you.
but how willing are you to go against this strong current, and not getting 'knocked' back into the crowd?

return me please :(

2007-10-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hello class, today i am going to teach you how to count
using your fingers and toes :)

Open your fingers wide and spread them as far as you can.
Okay..
=.= wrong liao
Open them widdddddeeeeeee.
k, very good!
*nah, give u 1 sweet*( go ntuc take and say my fren give me one :] )

okay. do the same for your toes :D
...
...
...

okay. using your newly acquired 'skills'

lets do some counting.
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10 fingers for SS O level papers
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10 toes for History O level papers
.__.

[run to your mom and borrow hers :) ]
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10 fingers for Other school SS AND HISTORY Preliminary papers.
1..2..3..4..5 toes for rest of SS AND HISTORY preliminary papers.
6..7..8..9..10.. for CS PAPERS

[run to your dad and borrow his .. :( ]
1..2..3..4..5 fingers for Chemistry papers
6..7..8..9..10 fingers for Physics papers

1..2..3..4..5..6 toes for English paper 1s
7..8..9..10 toes for English paper2s

.........
[run to your siblings and borrow theirs]
1..2..3.. fingers for rest of English paper2s
4..5..6..7..8..9..10 fingers for maths papers

1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10 toes for POA papers1 &2.

[get another sibling to count the finale]
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10 fingers
1..2..3..4..5..6 toes to O level.

& omg.
my maid passed her driving test.
my dad want her to drive me to school instead of my mum/bro.
OMG LAHHHH. i still want to take my O levels one leh:(

my choice

philosophy

2007-10-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

omg. wasted so much time sleeping ._____.
i got so muchhhhhh homework to do.
and i want to complete them!!

suan luh :(
i think i gonna burn my midnight for that.

and ahhh..
my house is like a circus now @_@
cause 'Hey! Gorgeous' is due in 2 days time.
and my bro is still finding a 'talent' to display on friday.
we wanted him to learn piano since there's a piano at home.
but he cant.
then, harmonica. he oso cannot!

den, dunno how come, get carried to
spinning of balls. he very pro at it o_o
;gym ball and basketball.
then all the stunts concerning balls ._.
like clown leh. LOLs

haiyah. ask him 'muo fang' mocca de matching pipes can liao

lols ._. abit ridiculous
my big bro suggest him to perform pull ups, commando pull ups.
budden. my 2nd bro dun wan, he think its a very stupid thing to perform ._.\

lols. as i end this post, the circus is still going on .

omg lahh.
any tips ? :(

OMG -[ orangutan murdered gorilla ]

2007-10-03T17:00:00.000+08:00

i am as tired as ..

Dark is to black
Water is to Ocean
High is to sky
rainbow is to water
[my CS teacher] is to white shoe
Painting is to art
Glass is to Fragile
Metal is to matter
Ethane is to ethene
Potassium is to explosion
Speed is to velocity

make no sense right.
this further prove that i am tired and
i cannot do something productive.
the only thing i can do now is to

walk and fall onto my bed and
let my saliva dip onto my pillow ><
我要睡觉，给我一个......
=.= nonsense.

bb

Paintings

2007-10-03T01:15:00.001+08:00

umm.. Thank you . yes i meant it.

Thanks those who asked about me, why i didn't turn up for school yesterday.
At least i am significant now.
Life would had been great, without the up coming O level
Zhifu had been asking me, what would i do after the Last Paper for my Os?

Very simple :D

1. Run to Pioneer Mall and buy myself a PSP SLIM! metallic silver/blue < O.O <
2. Go home and sleep~
3. hardcore Gym with bros for monthsssss
4. work with friends ? or set up some temp business for fun :D
5. Pray everyday for good result .___. lols
6. and do some community work
7. topo around singapore for fun..
8. umm. maybe take up some skill courses too.

why did i ~~crossss~~ them ?

DON"T COUNT YOUR CHICKENS BEFORE THEY ARE HATCH!
i go revise liao ^^.

2007-10-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

omg. mr tay got dog!?!
gonna get my replacement dog soon too :(
i want a husky!

Pos s e s s i o n

2007-10-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

do you have something in possession?

Without doubt, sure enough, you do.
Because everyone do.

But what most of us do not understand is that,
with possession, comes responsibility.

Be it anything! yes ANYTHING & EVERYTHING requires you to shoulder your responsibility onto.
You can be irresponsible enough to neglect your 'xoxo' because you think they will always be there for you.
What's worst is that, you failed to understand that, nothing is infinite in this real world.

Everything will come to an end, even 'time'.

Memories
ever wonder why some things which you easily forgotten while some things will never leave your mind ?

Freud explained these concepts by comparing the human spirit to an iceberg. The visible part of the iceberg (spirit) is the conscious part, which consists of everything we know and remember and the thinking processes through which we function. The unconscious part is made up of everything we have ever learned or experienced, including that which has been "forgotten". A part of these forgotten things are really gone, but the largest part of the unconscious has just been shut out, because it would be annoying to be consciously reminded of it.

The influences of Helmholtz are also visible at other points. According to Freud, the material in the unconscious contains psychic energy. This psychic energy is constantly trying to get into the conscious part, while the conscious part keeps using energy to suppress undesirable discoveries. An expression of unknown powers is, for example, slips of the tongue. These expressions show that our unconscious was not strong enough to keep these powers outside the conscious part.

a typical daily update ?

2007-10-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too.
cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht i cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht i was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheesarch at cmabrigde uinervtisy.
it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Azanmig huh?
yaeh and i awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt

- extracted The New Paper 1st Oct 2007.

i think everyone should be able to read this smoothly without any problem.
coz even i can.

had a tough time typing this out ._.
not because the words aren't in order.
its because i kept typing the correct spelling of e words out.
._. so 'focus' to just type the letters without making changes.
and i did it :D

Monday blues.
I woke up with a bluely feeling of not wanting to go to school.
but the thought of 21 more days to O level scared me.
bo bian hor ?

anyway, thanks HongAn for the bluetooth hack.
had so much fun in school today lols.
hack into friends' device and control their mobile phone.
oops~.

Life seems meaningless for me now.
how boring isn't it.
Just 21days to O level.
i haven't even get into my revision.
kept saying REVISE REVISE REVISE.
can't seems to help.
Every time i set my mind into revising,
with Air-conditional on and my comfy bed.
i cannot resist the temptation to sleep :(
..... suan luh. gonna drink lots of coffee and start revising history and english.
......
......
Just finished another tub of ice cream~
weee. today, i finished 2 tub of ice cream, choco mint and chocolate.
omg. i simply love chocolate.
not those bitter chocolate.
haiyah! in other words. i got a sweet tooth .
sweeeeeeets, yeah~~

And my second bro just came home.
ranting '怎么办!' ( how ?!)

Cause tml , channel U 's 'Hey gorgeous' is going to his school. rpoly.
the person in charge called him and ask him to prepare,
then he told me, omg i got no talent, i cant sing , how?!
lols. i oso dunno, so good luck to him.

oh my.
just had a conversation with pee lun.
reminded me that there's E maths mock paper 1 tomorrow.
gonna revise that later too :D

Sigh. i feel that my body is breaking down, like how
a sand castle crumbled down with a strong wind.
becoming sand/ash.
=/

anyway, since you'd read till here.
you would have probably see how my mood changes.
is this moodswing?
or are there multiple personality in me o-o

ohwell.
hope i will come to an answer too.

time i wish i am fat.

2007-10-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

oh my tian
i dunno if i should blog this.
but nvm, heckcare.
my blog display transparency, wont hide anything ^^
...
......
here goes nth.

i went home as usual..
reached my gate.
the door was locked.
didnt bring my keys, because mafan, and e maids are always at home.
den i called home.
no one answered.
liew eh.
called again.
no one answered.
so..
i decided to climb my gate..
i went to check if anyone's around.
finally, no one luh.
started climbing..

then k . on top luh.
wanna jump down.
scared that my bag will get entangled on the gate's deco thingy.
i carried my bag upwards.
den..
jump....
#@$@#$^%#$%$@

turned out that my shoe got entangled.
wad the..... ._.
i fell.

omg, after a loonnnng time of not getting hurt,
finally re-experience the feeling of getting hurt by falling.
somemore its 2metre!!

hah..
so painful, that i decided to lie down on e tiles.
._. den,
wanna get into the house.
wa liew. my leg no strength.
my right elbow got some abrasions.
and i hurted my right hip bone.
and my left thumb ._.

sian tiao liao ._.
luckily my 木门(wooden door) was unlocked.
so i pick myself up.. and went inside.

nvm :(
just that thankful for i didn't get any serious injuries.
IF ONLY, i am fat. i will not get this injuries loh!!
heh. coz my 'fats' will protect me :x
but... :(

I used singlish lols.

..2e7 'o5

2007-09-30T16:00:00.001+08:00

1. Celestine Lee Siew Mei
2. Doris Choo Li Ling
3. Hemavathi D/O Sundaramoor
4. Irene Ang Ai Ling
5. Ivone Chua Yi Hong
6. Lee Wen Zhen Audrey
7. Liu Fangying
8. Mila Alyssa Bte Mohd Ali
9. Nur Diana Bte Mohd Khairu
10. Nursyafiqah Bte Yahya
11. Ow Han Qi Jocelyn
12. Serene Koh Shi Ling
13. Siti Adrianyanty Bte Sabt
14. Teh Weilin
15. Yvonne Sng Rui Ying
16. Zheng Jiale Jessle
17. Alvin Lee Zong Hua
18. Amzar Hazwan B Mohari
19. Cheung Hon Lun
20. Choong Pee lun
21. Fang Jianlin
22. Gui Hui Yin
23. Lee Jun Ming
24. Lee Tian Yang
25. Lian YiQiang
26. Lim Ern Sheng Edmund
27. Lim Sim Ping
28. Mohamed Haykel On B Moham
29. Muhammad Rezman B Jamil
30. Muhammad Rizal B Rosli
31. Muhammad Ruzaini B Razali
32. Muhammad Sharul Elfyan B
33. Ng Jin He
34. Sam Yik Hong
35. Sua Kah Yong James
36. Tan Zhi fu
37. Tan Zi Kun
38. Wu Juncheng Edwin
39. Yazier Nifail B Hamzah

First Sight

2007-09-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

Whenever i wake up,
every memory just came flashing into my mind.
questions pop up.
what am i supposed to do,
what should i do today.?
what day is today?
what time is it?
did i forgot something?; i always seems to.

I would slowly come to sense, and plan for today.
Human makes mistake, but this is NOT a valid reasons to kept on repeating them.
I made my mistakes.
Sworn not to repeat them again;
but i guess there are many things i haven't experience before,
hence i will, but also try to minimize my future mistakes.

Lets put it this way,
Life is like a slide.

Everyone is born at the bottom of the slide.
Each person has their personal slide,
Some slides are connected.
These, are your family and friends'.

Climbing the slides are hard.
Everyone just kept climbing, and climbing.
some fell.
some wanted to enjoy, so they simply give up and slide till the very bottom again.

The more successful ones, climbed the slide to the highest.
Saving the best for the last .
They can care-freely slide and enjoy till their time is up.

As i walk along the concrete path, i kept thinking.
what's my purpose for living?

i couldn't find a suitable reason.
This just let me felt so empty.
Something's missing in my life.

What will become of me when i deceased?
do i become a ghost, or do i reborn ?
what's the life of an animal ?
why must i be a human ?

Curiosity struck me.
are we being monitored in a 'globe' [solar system]
like when we observe the little beings eg. hamster ?

Why do we live ?
A variety show for the supernatural god?
when we make fool out of ourselves,
when people spread rumours about you and
everyone thought it is real.
when people backstab you yet you can't do anything to stop it.

Are gods enjoying this show we made?
Are they sadist?
or, do they want to test us, before letting us move onto their stage of being.

Lets live on for the sake of love.
and fun.

dd ettermination

2007-09-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

Just how many times should i repeat myself ? ?
._. or is it, that hard to understand simple English . . ?

I could explain everything,
but i don't want do.
Since its a goodbye already,
what's the point?

I feel really lucky to discover 'this' early.
really, lucky.

Yeah, but overall, its kinda wasted.
Our relationship isn't mutual.
harh. . just end here (:
like wasting my precious , '对牛弹琴'?
i can better spend my time revising coz i am lacking of time!

quitting the production crew and watch the show comfortably in the audience 'VIP' seat.
Carefree and Everything look so nice and new in my view.

moo moo ice cream

2007-09-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Omg. just watched A.I artificial intelligence dvd.
its amazing, even though its a 2001 show.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artificial_Intelligence:_A.I.

read up its wikipedia for the storyline.

then, compare it with '881'.
a world apart, sigh.

nvm, i really like this show!
also, it really support my ideology of human and earth.
omt ~!
Great mind think alike right, no? chey lols

umm,just as i expected, but i didn't thought it was so fast._ohwell!

Save the world

2007-09-27T09:54:00.000+08:00

the world is corrupted.

why are locks invented?
why do we come up with security?
why ?

the
G r e e d
of people.

we have to protect ourselves of these people.
why did god create a world like this ?
or did we evolve into this corruption ourselves ?

Most of us do not deserve to live.
But god, is kind enough to let us live through,
Surely, patience has its limit.
Inevitably, the world will come to an end.

Do not waste time, hating.
Love everyone around you,
cherish them,
treasure them.
Doubt them not,
Protect them all.
Experience your very last moment to the maximum,
Because you won't know what's gonna happen next.

We lived on the sacrifice of Earth.
As we grow, Earth suffers.
As we build and transform into a world of our convenient,
Earth degrades and eventually become
a legend.

You can't make an omelette without breaking eggs.

2007-09-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

After school,
Zhi fu wanna come to my house again.
We went to buy snacks.
._. spent another $20 on snacks again. .
everyday $20
omg. sooner or later go pok liao
heh. bought some more ice creams coz i finished mine up
some cookies and twisties
wanted to buy chipster, but they nv sell =/

after reaching home.
we Played Mu
and help him train his audition.
which after, Shangjie came and join us.
watch him play audition and help him to complete some
bonus missions.
then now he lvl 4 luh. l0ls.
then, nothing to do.

asked him if he wanna go play ps2.
he wanna continue training audi.
so i went to my bro's room and download audition
(: then, zhifu and i go train on my bro's dumb bells.
after 30mins.
we challenge each other on audi.
LOLs. k

----
boring ?
above is an example of 'post about personal life'
ummm. i prefer sharing my ideology and gather comments to improve.
this is the only method for me to practice english as..
i dun do my homeworks. .

I thought i like strawberry milk.
when i tried my bro's mass gainer (strawberry favour) + milk.
OMG it was sooo nice.
best mass gainer ever.
i thought i like it..
i thought. .
when the HL strawberry milk advertisement came out.
omg. i wanted to try it!!
i bought 1 litre.
ironically, it taste so a r t i f i c i a l.
sadden. .
then i believe that other brands will not taste like that.
so, i went to buy e BIG M strawberry.
fooled by its packaging.
the taste was almost the same as e HL one.
hais. i guess i should only stick to plain and chocolate.

END

a bar

2007-09-25T17:51:00.000+08:00

Even the littlest things are hints, clues
to answers in your life.

Open your eyes wide enough and broaden your hearts aloud.
Look at things not just from the surface,
but from many perspectives.
and you'll get the full story.

A investigator may really crack a heart-vomiting case with this skill,
not by accusing an innocent.

A scientist may create a cure for cancer or other 'impossible to cure' illnesses.

Many a time, people overlooked things (including me) and assume that 'this is it!'
not even wanting to bother checking it again.
But this is not the worst yet.

I guess i should move on to what is blogging to me.

People used to keep diary, now many switched to logging on webs.
There are several ways of blogging.

1.logging your personal life and expose it (if unencrypted) to the whole world.
2.general blogging (like those topics in 'star blog' [stomp.com.sg])
3.a method to stay in touch with friends ?
4.to earn money, get famous ?

some very brief points.
if i am to log my personal life, i rather choose 'back to the world of diaries'.

how should i put it,
ummm
. .
i blog for this every reason.
HAIYER. Forgot what i wanna say again. nvm
slowly update. . .

To the warfront

2007-09-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

The war is coming, inevitably.

Don't choose to ignore it,
Nobody would.

Equip yourself with Guns and defences,
if you want to survive.

Equip yourself with tanks, advanced artillery, bombs and superb defences
if you want to win.

I want to win, so i have to work hard for it.
i have to be self-fish because i must to win.

if i don't, i won't.

The choice is in our hand.
Go for it.

I am going to equip myself,
Crash-Equipping.

Amen.

metal gear solid downloaded finish (:
crisis core ff vii 667kb/s FASTER!!

Sour Sugar

2007-09-24T15:33:00.001+08:00

As expected , i failed my physics paper 2!!
really need to re-'revise' my sec3 topics :(

My prelim results are lousy, but expected.
=.= who ask me to play games everyday.
spending my 1 week September holidays playing Lunia ._.
DAM! and i realised, i took a lot of notes from graduates.

BUT i didn't even bothered to study them!
what a waste.
Today, Zhifu came to my house again ._.
play ps2 (bleach) and audition.

now i am so tired and i need to sleep.
Sorry, i got so much to say but i don't think i should carry on.

Do i have enough time to STUDY HARD and still getting sufficient sleep?
Alleluiah.

I can't see the shadow

2007-09-23T17:50:00.001+08:00

Fault is in the eye of the beholder.

I am real guilty of myself. If i can take O level this year, so can some sec3s.
I even need to depend on notes by sec 3s ._.
anyway, thanks Hong An(3e7) for sharing his Computer studies notes with me.
i think i will type it all out in my revision blog very soon.
But need to ask for his approval ? (:
cause he wanna get top ? l0ls.
if i post it all out, everyone got the same notes, and his efforts will go down the drain :x

Try out 'Extraordinary People' Series, quite nice.
here's a url to 'the boy who see without eyes'

You may have seen the preview or the actual show on Tv,
Just for those who missed it (:

I want a 'silent keyboard'!
so i can play audition in midnight without my mum complaining
that my spacebar is too noisy ._.
maybe because spacebar has hollow spaces in it?
i tried using ctrl, but it just felt so different!
not used to it ):

But nvm, i guess i should be studying for this last month.
I'd fall into life's trap.
Time to climb up and soar above to the skies.

Prawn salad

2007-09-23T05:00:00.000+08:00

Quality is more important than Quantity.

Right. No ?

You can have lots of apple which are of lower standard.
They may help you feel full.

But, 1 good quality apple can make you feel in heaven.
Yes, just 1. disagree ?

Thanks to 'fate', i have come to understand a lot of stuff.
which i think, this will ultimately guide me into a better person.
& thanks again. giving me such a wonderful 'tool'.
i really prefer the new me now.
but i believe, there's still room for improvement!
since there's people to find fault for me,
and me to change and turn into a much better person than yesterday!

you are not updated ' '.

by the way,

~~'Nothing is perfect'~~ ! (its wrong!)

it should be 'Nobody is perfect'.

And , this means

'Nobody is perfect' and 'Practice makes perfect' cannot be interlinked!

For, Nobody is perfect refers to a human being
& practice makes perfect refers to a 'skill' ( thing )

But I may be wrong,
so please post your say in the tagboard!
much appreciated. thanks (:

P.S if you are free, go to felicia's blog , err. felicia chin's , she updated a heartwarming greeting video (:

People do

2007-09-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

Got back 3 Prelims paper.
flunk all lol.
i think emm is one of the best in maths
heard hafizah saying that zk did well for his p1 too.
our class did badly for chem and maths.

i think i gonna fail physics too.
God bless.

Then, Zhi fu came to my house.
he play my tagboard =.=
then, we versus audition.
Going to sleep soon, didn't sleep last night.
very tired.
bye

Best birthday present

2007-09-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

Its very true that true friends come when crisis occur.
now i have cleared the last 0.01% mentioned previously [if you remembered] (:

i was asking some people a few weeks(1month +) back, what's wrong with me.
none bothered to give me a good answer. . they thought i was only joking.

However, during this period of 'weeks', i was trying to figure it out myself.
and i finally get 100% right today.

Deliberately or not, it doesn't matter. As i truly believe that this is the best birthday present ever.

Blame me for i am an 'over 30%' introvert.
The little snowball had rolled into a big massive disaster.
A stitch in time saves nine,
which means It's better to deal with a problem at an early stage, to prevent it from getting worse.

Thanks for finally telling me the 'unknowns', even though i had already figured some out, and changed.
I firmly believe it's my fault for being an 30% introvert, not sharing my thoughts and update myself to you guys, which apparently caused many misunderstandings.
& I will work on the others too.

I realized some other things too.
umm. . short post = good post ? heh. x.x

I'll say my point of view when the time is ripe,
it's very sensitive now.
Be swift to hear, slow to talk, is also another good advice to follow.

Happy 16th birthday to me.